I’ll remember

I’ve reached a point where I can’t be bothered anymore…if we’re supposed to be friends…then act as a friend…

I’ve come to realise that some people I know….only act as friends if they want something from me…which is understandable..but shouldn’t be the basis of our friendship…like the only time you call/ visit is when you’re in need of something…otherwise I never hear from you..and I’m the one using effort to try visit/ stay in contact….no more.

How hard is it for you to simply tell me that your plans have changed?? We make plans..I even change my schedule just to be accomodating….and you can’t be bothered to tell me that you had other plans…you simply don’t show up…and no calls or anything….no replies to my calls/ messages/ smoke signals..nothing!Till now I’m left wondering what’s up..

As for you…I have no words…..I have bailed you out in some of the wierdest situations ever….to the point of going broke…arguing with parents over said brokeness….yet you still screw me over…and no apologies or anything…how hard is it for you to simply pick up the phone and tell me that you couldn’t do as I asked?? Infact you’re the one who insisted on it…I’d have made other plans.its something so trivial, but the way you’ve chosen to act surprised me…no calls/ messages..and no response to mine…

Anyhu…I refuse to be bogged down…..like for real. I was angry then, but now I feel nothingness…I figure that I can’t be bothered trying to tell where you went wrong (partly coz u won’t pick up the phone)..but errm yeah….that’s the point friends turn into acquaintances.

Petesmama…this playlist was inspired by you:

• Africa Unite- Bob Marley
• Night shift- Bob Marley
• Felis Navidad- Bob Marley
• Easy Skanking- Bob Marley

Having myself a Bob afternoon…it really does aid the reading process….though it does make me want to be on a sunny beach….wearing a kaftan..sipping on some island rum drink..Bob playing in the background…bliss hey?? Or here.