Mixing it up

Today is a proper mix of emotions…and right now I’m okie with it…

I’m confused….my so called love life has taken some unexpected twists and turns…but I’m not worried…what I keep telling myself is that I’m simply not listening very hard to God’s voice…or mebe God has not chosen this as the time to show me the right path…so it will all be sorted out in time…..

New beginnings…went and got me 2 dresses…yes dresses! For the girl who NEVER wears dresses, then its definitely a momentous occassion for me…one is a grey wrap dress, nice for day to day…and the other, a red-orangish dress (depends with the lighting)…now this one highlights ALL my curves…plus the wowowo seemas bigger than ever…and some part of me doesn’t care…..I felt quite adventurous and giddy when I bought it….and I’m trying not to take it back to the shop…..hmmm…let’s see how this week goes…

So my friend’s relatives came over yesterday, to make us a proper British Christmas dinner. Wasn’t that nice of them?? I ate until I thought I would burst. We had turkey with stuffing, roast beef, carrots, potatoes, broccoli, and other assorted veg I can’t remember…with boats of gravy…and some mince pies and Christmas pudding…I’m not too keen on the pies and the pudding…but it was still a nice gesture. Their kids are so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! I started to feel broody, then they opened their mouths…and the noise levels made my head ache..I literally had to go to bed early….head actually throbbing.plus all the running around!!!! The noise resumed first thing in the morning…and the mess of things….wah!!!! Okie that just re-affirmed that I’m not ready to have kids…parents are saints!!! And I definitely was NOT that noisy as a child!!!

Ooohh…before I forget, entered the Cartier shop..and at first, I didn’t want to enter coz I was in jeans and Bata Bullets….but gosh the sales attendants are so nice!!!!!!!!! One even let me try on an engagement ring..my eyes were dazzled!!!!! And it felt so beautiful…..and so sparkly!! And it fit!!! Rings usually don’t fit coz my fingers are slender…but this one…sigh!! I’m in love!! So I must be able to buy myself something from that shop….thats a definite!!! Not a ring, like a pair of earrings or a watch or something…

Here’s something similar to what I tried…

Playing:

Diva- Beyonce (though the video is so disappointing! The way I waited for it..even stalked the web til it came out…)