Valentia

In search of a pensieve

January 12, 2009 · 9 Comments

I’m feeling quite moody at the moment…

I don’t like the thoughts rushing around my head…doubting myself when I shouldn’t really.

I don’t want to hear that things will sort themselves out in the end….coz right now it just means I have an underground pool of emotions just swirling around waiting to explode….and I’m not sure whether to laugh or cry at the moment.

What I want:

  • A hug
  • Chappatis made by my mother
  • Some sunshine…I think this grey weather is making me sadder
  • To talk to you…..about everything and nothing

I need a distraction….a really good one.

Listening to:

  • You put a move on my heart- Tamia
  • Tomorrow- Tevin Campbell
  • Goodbye- Tevin Campbell

Categories: lack of sunshine.. · sulking

9 responses so far ↓

  • ~beth // January 12, 2009 at 8:25 pm | Reply

    Oh yes! Where is a good HP magical device when you need one?

    I know…Harry Potter rocks all round!

    I could use a pensieve myself at the moment … as you could probably tell. Ditto on the hug … and the chappatis although I am quite sure I would rather have your mother make them than mine! :o )

    lol!

    Hang in there & thanks for the visit!

    Ditto…

  • 3TOC // January 12, 2009 at 9:58 pm | Reply

    The weather really does not help.
    True

    I hope you get to talk to “you” about everything and anything.

    ((((Val))))
    Thanks hun

    Between cry and laugh……….is there a way you can do both. Crying “excretes” stress hormones out of your body, laughing helps you lose weight (I am not suggesting for one minute that you need to lose weight but that is a benefit)

    hehehe…okie will try them out and let you know if the scales show something different.

    Tevin Campbell, chic I may move into your house.
    Feel free :)

  • Tandra // January 13, 2009 at 2:40 am | Reply

    i know this stage only too well…. im experiencing a lot of it recently… needs to shake it. its throwing off my groove majorly!

    Hun, hope you manage to get your groove back soonest!

    Tevin Campbell.. im not tooo sure.
    Back in the day he was so the man (boy…whatever)

  • Mr. B2B... // January 13, 2009 at 5:39 am | Reply

    Hmmn
    Val, about that elusive drink!!
    It will happen…I’m being serious here!!

    we guys are doing an impromptu BHH this thursday…
    You down!
    Lol….fly me down to UG first hun..

    Hehehehe

    smile…
    and then smile some more…
    Today I am :)

    and yeah, who put a move on your heart huh!

  • Shiko-Msa // January 13, 2009 at 5:50 am | Reply

    Will an E-hug do? What about a slice or orgasmic black forest cake? Have both on me and I hope it makes you feel better.

    Thanks Shiko….I will hunt down the cake soon!

  • pinkmemoirs // January 13, 2009 at 6:23 am | Reply

    Not the same but all I can offer.

    {{{{{{Val}}}}}}

    Thanks PinkM

  • lulu // January 13, 2009 at 6:35 am | Reply

    breathe…just breathe… then write in a journal….

    I used to have one..hmmm mebe should start another one

    and you can talk to me, i shall be very willing to help where i can
    Thanks Lu…really thank you

  • King // January 13, 2009 at 12:28 pm | Reply

    LOL, Harry Potter… that device is on demand!
    I know!

    Do both, laugh and cry.

    (((Val)))
    Thanks SK

  • Sybella // January 13, 2009 at 2:33 pm | Reply

    i hope you have gotten some sunshine and are now feeling much better…

    Better thanks Sybella

    maybe you should change the music to something that is more upbeat or with a wonderful message like Christian music… Jars of Clay, Kirk Franklin, Mary Mary…

    Playing some Smokie Norful and Yolanda Adams actually..very soothing..and the Tevin song is really upbeat (the “Tomorrow” one…)

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